RD Armstrong (Raindog)

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Raindog was born Stephen Armstrong in Lafayette, Indiana on Ground Hog's Day in 1951. He came west to California soon afterwards, where he continues to live (except for brief stint in Texas).

Raised in a middle class family with all the expectations of college, wife and children, home and career, he came of age during the tumultuous 60s and never quite recovered. He was politically active during high school, working for the United Farm Workers union, as well as participating in numerous anti-war activities. He was classified as a Conscientious Objector, but was never drafted. None of this sat well with his parents. Left to his own devices, he left home at eighteen and drifted away from his family and friends, never entering college or doing any of the things that were expected of him.

In 1971, after the Sylmar earthquake, he moved to Berkeley, California with his girlfriend and lived there in the chaos of the times for almost two years. He then, came back to Los Angeles and has continued to explore the beach communities from Venice Beach to Long Beach ever since.

Being somewhat rough around the edges, RD has held a variety of jobs over the years, including Handy Man, Painter, Night-Manager at a Coffee House, Dishwasher, Janitor, Teacher's aid, and Lay Counselor.

He began writing poetry in high school, where he also began keeping a journal. He wrote poetry sporadically through the late sixties and into the nineties, when he finally 'found his voice' and began to seriously pursue the craft. He kept the journals going and still jots down thoughts and pet-peeves to this day.

In 1993, just prior to the death of Charles Bukowski (a life-long inspiration for him), Raindog began to write in earnest. It was as if someone had opened a tap. Around this time he began to submit his work to magazines, the "littles" as Bukowski had dubbed them, and he became aware of the blossoming poetry scene in and around Los Angeles. It was reminiscent of the pre-1968 hip scene, full of hope and creativity. Soon, he would discover the world of the small press and claim it as his own.

Because of his disconnect with the "real" world, Raindog (as he became known in the mid-nineties whilst living in San Pedro, California…it's a Tom Waits reference, another inspiration to RD), became adept as a Do It Yourselfer. Since he had no formal education, he made it up as he went along. This kept him out of trouble, mostly, but it also made him open to finding creative solutions to the problems that would crop up. For this reason, he has not had an extensive amount of his work published by others, except in magazines and ezines. He self-publishes his work because he can control the outcome. Of his 15 or so chapbooks, only two, RoadKill (12 Gauge Press, 2002) and Pedro Blue (Vinegar Hill Press, 1996) were published by someone else (in both cases the results were less than satisfactory).

In late 1995, after an involvement with an ill-planned poetry festival, Raindog began publishing the Lummox Journal on a monthly basis. He also began publishing a poetry chapbook series called the Little Red Books (LRB for short). The Lummox Journal lasted for eleven years. He's still publishing the LRB series, as well as an on-line poetry zine called Dufus. In addition he has also published The Wren Notebook by Rick Smith (2000), Last Call: The Legacy of Charles Bukowski (2004, a 41 contributor anthology which was voted Best Poetry Anthology of 2005 by Muses Review), The San Pedro Poems by RD Armstrong (2002), The Manx Tales, micro-fiction, by RD Armstrong (1999), GRIT, the Journal of Abrasive Literature edited by RD Armstrong (2000) and POPE LINKED TO SATANIC COMMIES - a pamphlet - by Raindog (1995).

He has been published in nearly 100 magazines and anthologies including Drinking With Bukowski (Thunder's Mouth Press, 2000); Poesy Magazine (several different issues); An Eye for an Eye - poets on 9-11 (Regent Press, 2002); ArtLife Vol. 20 #1 & #3 (2000) and The Louisiana Review (2001). His work has also been published on-line at various websites including Abalone Moon; The Ragged Edge; Sacramento Poetry Art and Music; Thunder Sandwich; St. Vitus Dance; Yoni (Australia); The 365 Project; Big City Lit; Poetic Diversity; and The Hold.

Poems

Chopin

What I remember most
Is this feeling of
Holiday
Knowing that 
It would end
And the drudgery of
The world would 
Soon return

So I savored the
Moments as best I could
Knowing that I was
Somewhat handicapped
By my lack of sophistication
In certain realms

We labored
Loved and 
Lived within the walls
Of our respective hearts
Citadels really and
I do miss you

Miss your playing the piano most
So delicate and alive
A common thing for you
For me 
The sweetest pleasure
Like a ray of light in the murkiest catacomb or
A soft hand caressing my grizzled cheek 
My God
It was a sound that touched me 
The clod
As deeply as possible
Making me want to climb 
Mountains in your name
To worship you by
Loving you in the sweetest way
To lay at your feet
The sum total of my wealth

Your laughter
Your kisses
Your Chopin
This is what I miss




Eyes Like Mingus    (For Steve Fowler)

Eyes 	like flint
	like flecks of coal
	like shiny bits of starless sky
	trapped in the ruins of a slag heap

Eyes	like molten steel
	sullen and angry
	piercing -- a bullet finding its mark
	like a jaguar
	passionate and alive
	yet hating the trap
	pacing behind the bars
	bars like a skeleton
	trapped inside the mind 
	behind

Eyes	like Mingus
	like notes caught in the net 
	like the grid of notation
	like Mingus
	in shamanic Mexico
	trapped in a chair
	no strength to grip
	no fingers to coax notes with
	no feet to stand up and count with
	no time -- no signature

Eyes	like concrete -- shattering
	like glass -- splintering
	like the wrecking ball's slap 
	like voltage -- unregulated
	like a passion laid bare
	to the gallery's scrutiny
	like the madman's frothing nightmare
	like the inexplicable accuracy of random fate
	like a shot to the belly
	like Coltrane's "Favorite Things"
	like your fingers -- stilled

Eyes 	like an empty glass
	staring bug-eyed into space
	upturned and dispassionate
	like a dream -- lost in the stars
	
Eyes 	like Mingus
	silent but never
	silenced. 




The Chicken Dance

In his defense, Virgil Butler
Was just trying to make a living.
Killing was in his blood (he'd
Already done time for shoot
Ing a man outside Bob's 
Booze Hut on the outskirts of Montgomery)
So the job at Tyson was a
Natural.  Every night
M through F Virgil would cut the
Throats of  chickens (millions of
Them) as they swung past him
Hanging from the conveyor belt
That snaked through the factory like a giant
Clanking runway.  The chickens with
Wings a-flapping and their squawks
Of terror adding to the cacop
Hony of machinery made them
Appear to be engaged in some
Wild pagan dance ritual,
Dancing up to him full of life 
To the fevered pitch of
This weird metallic music thumping
And rattling and reverberating with
Their cries on this crimson dance floor

Somewhere in time Virgil's dance card
Finally filled up and he could no longer
Dispatch any more souls
Chicken or otherwise 
In the name of Tyson.

But in the wee wee
Hours when sleep
Comes haltingly and
Nightmares interweave
With the waking world
As the chickens begin their dance 
His hand forms (as if by instinct) 
The live or die gesture
Made so famous by Caesar

It never gives the 'Live' sign.  

Links

www.lummoxpress.com
www.myspace.com/poetraindog